I think I’m in love
And it makes me kinda nervous to say so.
Yup – I finally met someone I want to hang out with and I’m flabbergasted. It feels sort of miraculous and right. Things like this don’t happen often, at least not to me, and certainly not from posting a lack luster ad on Craig’s List. What are the chances? But it happened, I met him, I feel like I love him, I want to spend time with him and I guess that should be all that matters. But it’s not.
Another lesson in learning to surrender! I like this one better than the deeksha.
It is always a wonderful feeling being in love. But many fail to trace this feeling of “love” back to it’s source. In doing so, you will come to discover it is none other than the vibration of your self. YOU are that to whom this feeling is responding to. As long as you believe yourself to be something other than that which you are, that you feel love is outside of you. But know this: Nothing is really happening as it appear to be. All is just an appearence in consciousness. That is the realization of all that is.